Wednesday, 06 May 2009
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I stood on the weighing machine, with Louis by my sides.
Once my weight beeped on the machine, we both stared at each other.
Then he asked, “Baby, what happened to you?”
My weight has since rose up to another 4 notch kg.
He hardly comments on my ‘a few pounds weight gain’. Guess this time; he is just as shocked as I am.
I’m utterly disgusted and deprived with myself.

Worst of all, our wedding shoot is in a month’s time.
For awhile, I wanted to hang myself upside down. Maybe by this way, all the unwanted waste will get out! This isn’t my targeted weight. Now, I have 7 more humongous kg to lose.
How on earth am I going to do that in a month’s time?
Bless me.

I do not want to end up like the picture.
~ The devil has put a penalty on all things on earth. Either we suffer in health or we suffer in soul or we get fat – Albert Einstein ~
A very heartbreaking me,
Charlene
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Comments (6)
hmm okay I just replied your comment before reading this post. Don't be hardbroken its not the end of the world! Plus you still look slim as you are from the photos. 7 kilos in a mth is pushing it a bit too far, it can be done but probably not the healthiest weight loss regime you wanna go on. Okay here's the dietitian in me talking lol. I would say aim for 4 that's decent and achievable in 1 month. How are you planning on to achieve that?
cut down on carbo... say no to white rice, yellow noodles, white breads and even biscuits!
I think it must be that 6kg u lost in 2 days! Whatever is gone fast comes back faster tooo! Anyway girl, I saw your latest pics! U are at your best! Anymore wt you lose wont be nice lar .. but then again the scale is what gets all women up or down! I'm with you!!
ok fess' up are you preggy?
pls girl don't weigh yourself it just numbers as long as you look great another extra 10kg won't hurt.
plus its photo shoot, if they make you look fat they are doing a terrible job and it got nothing to do with you.
Could it be that you're too stressd up recently? I do experience weight gain when I'm stressed even if I'm not eating more or exercise less.
Relax.. You still look great and I'm sure you're gonna look even better during your photoshoot!
sure u not pregnent?